Questionable Mood...

So I have a party to attend tonight. Sounds fun right? Well it will be. I am sure of it. However, there is a kink in my plans in the form of a person who usually puts my knickers in a bunch, to put it lightly. I hope, with all my heart, that I can typically avoid this person and enjoy my night, but I feel that said person will probably make themselves unavoidable because they are VERY self absorbed and egotistical and its a very "me-monster" situation. *sigh* Not to mention that this person is very good at upsetting other people who fall in my area of concern.

And with all of this... I am in a very questionable mood. I am past the line of politically correct and beyond the borders of caring what people think of me. My buttons have all been pushed and have, unfortunately, stuck. I am no longer a ticking-time-bomb, but a touch and/or voice activated explosive that is ready to go off at the next person who can't control themselves....

Please, God or Somebody, give me the strength to keep my mouth shut....

I can't tell you how many times we've made this joke...

I'm obviously bored at work.... can you tell?

You Can't Escape It

That's about how I felt at work yesterday >.>

The Miniature Jobs Rant

((Typing this very quickly while at work, I am not checking spelling or grammar so don't bother me with the mistakes I made. Thx.))

In my entire working career, I have never tried to understand the complex workings that make up the job market. In no way are any of them logical in the long run. Like how everyone wants to hire someone with expiriance, but no one will hire anyone without it, so how can anyone get it?

Or all these people who sit on the cell phones at work, ignoring customers to ask their friends about when to hang out... or the people with just plain old shitty attitudes. You know what, lady behind the register, there are so many people out there who would take your job and smile about it, so stop looking like you hate being here and suck it up or quit.

For instance, I got stuck in a job I couldn't stand, but I put on my game face and I promise you none of the customers or co-workers or bosses knew that I spent the whole day planning on what I was going to say to quit. Let someone who will enjoy it here, or who is desperate enough to make it look like they're happy, work here. Let me find somewhere that better suits me.

And don't give me the "I only have this job cause I need it" crap because if you are that much in need of a job you should at least make it look like you enjoy what you do. It's not hard to smile you know. Try it.

And employers who lie or tell half-truths... or leave out information entirely while interviewing and hiring you are fucking stupid. This has happened to me three times, and I quit all three jobs. One, I lasted a few months, 4 to be exact, because the place was connected to my current job and I didn't want to be a bitch so I helped them through busy season and then trained two new people to take my place. The next one I left after 2 weeks of shitty training and the confession that I would barely have any hours. The last, I went for one day, and decided the people and the business just were not for me. One Day.

Maybe if you told your future employees the truth, not so many of them would quit.

Just saying.

And I Believe, This May Call For Proper Introduction

So here's a quick run-down on me and who I am... and my life in general.

I'm 20yrs old. I live with my mom and dad. I have 2 amazing older brothers, a kick-ass sis in law, and an awesome future sis in law. I'm engaged. I have been for 3 years. We've been together for 4 yrs as of Nov 6th 2011. My friends are my life, and I seem to be coming in contact with those I want to keep and losing those I don't need. I enjoy Singing, Dancing, Talking, Reading, Writing, and playing video games. I'm not a skinny-mini. I love to cosplay. I love Anime. Drizzt Do'Urden is my hero. Harry Potter is my life's obsession. I love music, and I listen to a little bit of everything. Uhm... That's about all you need for now I guess.

Now, enough of the boring posts!




~*~ Swear To Shake It Up If You Swear To Listen ~*~

Spoken like a true genius

“Fat” is usually the first insult a girl throws at another girl when she wants to hurt her
I mean, is ‘fat’ really the worst thing a human being can be? Is ‘fat’ worse than ‘vindictive’, ‘jealous’, ‘shallow’, ‘vain’, ‘boring’ or ‘cruel’? Not to me; but then, you might retort, what do I know about the pressure to be skinny? I’m not in the business of being judged on my looks, what with being a writ...er and earning my living by using my brain…

I went to the British Book Awards that evening. After the award ceremony I bumped into a woman I hadn’t seen for nearly three years. The first thing she said to me? ‘You’ve lost a lot of weight since the last time I saw you!’

‘Well,’ I said, slightly nonplussed, ‘the last time you saw me I’d just had a baby.’

What I felt like saying was, ‘I’ve produced my third child and my sixth novel since I last saw you. Aren’t either of those things more important, more interesting, than my size?’ But no – my waist looked smaller! Forget the kid and the book: finally, something to celebrate!

I’d rather they were independent, interesting, idealistic, kind, opinionated, original, funny – a thousand things, before ‘thin’. And frankly, I’d rather they didn’t give a gust of stinking chihuahua flatulence whether the woman standing next to them has fleshier knees than they do. Let my girls be Hermiones, rather than Pansy Parkinsons.”
— JK Rowling

Hope is Key

I've always wanted to start a blog. Not to advertise myself or my beliefs, but just to have a place to put my thoughts. So, I've decided to make one. For me. If others... be it my friends or just a random person interested in my ramblings... decide to read, then I thank you.

I decided to name it "Hope is Key" This is due to a quote by my personal hero, Drizzt Do'Urden.

"Hope is Key, the future will be better than the past, or the present."